如果 不是那一次的决定 结果还是会一样吗
如果 有钱 就不用每天在烦恼 如何找钱 养活自己
如果 有钱 就不用让家人操心 怕我养不活 自己
如果 有钱 就不用顾虑 资金 营运的问题
如果 有钱 就可以说走就走地 旅游 去
如果 有钱 就可以拥有自己想要的工作空间
如果 有钱 就可以租下一间家 让你不用再为搬家而烦恼
前提是 如果 有钱
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如果 我不在了， 会有人觉得 可惜吗？
Wednesday, April 24, 2019
Sunday, June 14, 2015
A post after 2 year.
After 2 year. I m back here..
It been a long time I have no lepak here.
Dont know why currently got feeling wanna to write out something to here.
Maybe I have a lot of thing store in my heart and i cant speak out?
Yea, i think maybe..
I think i was trying full fill all the thing, but sometimes have something is unexpected.
I am trying hard to earn money to pay back my loan and everyday expense.
I am trying hard to spend more time to my girlfriend.
I am trying hard to be a good boyfriend.
I am trying hard to communicate with family members
I am trying hard to build a team for work.
I am trying hard to arrange all the thing in one day schedule.
I am trying hard to help out family in financial problem.
I am trying hard to perform myself and improve.
I have a lot of thing wanna to say out but I have no one to say.
Actually sometimes, I just want someone to listen to me and support me.
I feel stressed and tired, no one know. I hope I can have more time to work for everything I wanna to do.
Recently, she was angry on me, because I always broke promises to her.
Actually, that is my fault, I should not spend so much time on game and forget she is going back home. On the moment, you told me that you want done with me. I was freaked out and I am very scare. I am very scare to lost you, without you i think I am lifeless.
Today, you said " I was expect you will late, then I ask my manager can I late a bit break". this words said out, I feel my heart is pain, very very pain. I think you said out like this is because i does this too many times until you feel disappointed to me. Today i was planned to have breakfast with you, but brother suddenly need to use car, No choice. He is doing assignment therefore have to borrow him. Because he has class, I have to send him back but meet unexpected jam, dragged my 3 hours for 1 hours journey. Reached home already 3 something. Help grandmother bath, finalize and email out all the drawing, do housework because don't want my mother said that I keep go out no do housework. therefore I almost 4 something only can go out. When I reach ur shop, You said you have wait ur colleague come back only can go out and you was continue busy. That time i was feeling sad and when you said that to me at food court, I was fainted. I am fail. I am not a good boyfriend, always make you disappointed on me. I am trying very hard to meet you, but the time of your work really not sync. sometime I free but you have to work, sometimes you free but I have to thing to do. I like to stay with you, I feel happy when I see you smile and laugh all the times.
Sometime, when I am down, I hope you can listen to me. You like to share a lot thing with me, I am trying my best to know all the thing that you share to me and remember it.
Currently I feel stress and quite down, but no one knows
I try to help mom to solve her problem, but what I get is her blame and her dark face.
trying to talk with her, she was quite and ignore me.
am I did something wrong? I trying to help also wrong?
every time get salary, I have to paid all loan and statement, and after pay all that, I left not much. That why, I not dare to date you and I not say movie with you. Cause if i go, I will have no money for the rest days of the month.
Actually, I don't what i m typing about in this post.
I just want come here to drop a post and say out something that I can't say out.
I am trying hard, I hope to get support.
Aikss. time to sleep is about 3am. and battery going die soon.
Good night world. cheer for myself.
It been a long time I have no lepak here.
Dont know why currently got feeling wanna to write out something to here.
Maybe I have a lot of thing store in my heart and i cant speak out?
Yea, i think maybe..
I think i was trying full fill all the thing, but sometimes have something is unexpected.
I am trying hard to earn money to pay back my loan and everyday expense.
I am trying hard to spend more time to my girlfriend.
I am trying hard to be a good boyfriend.
I am trying hard to communicate with family members
I am trying hard to build a team for work.
I am trying hard to arrange all the thing in one day schedule.
I am trying hard to help out family in financial problem.
I am trying hard to perform myself and improve.
I have a lot of thing wanna to say out but I have no one to say.
Actually sometimes, I just want someone to listen to me and support me.
I feel stressed and tired, no one know. I hope I can have more time to work for everything I wanna to do.
Recently, she was angry on me, because I always broke promises to her.
Actually, that is my fault, I should not spend so much time on game and forget she is going back home. On the moment, you told me that you want done with me. I was freaked out and I am very scare. I am very scare to lost you, without you i think I am lifeless.
Today, you said " I was expect you will late, then I ask my manager can I late a bit break". this words said out, I feel my heart is pain, very very pain. I think you said out like this is because i does this too many times until you feel disappointed to me. Today i was planned to have breakfast with you, but brother suddenly need to use car, No choice. He is doing assignment therefore have to borrow him. Because he has class, I have to send him back but meet unexpected jam, dragged my 3 hours for 1 hours journey. Reached home already 3 something. Help grandmother bath, finalize and email out all the drawing, do housework because don't want my mother said that I keep go out no do housework. therefore I almost 4 something only can go out. When I reach ur shop, You said you have wait ur colleague come back only can go out and you was continue busy. That time i was feeling sad and when you said that to me at food court, I was fainted. I am fail. I am not a good boyfriend, always make you disappointed on me. I am trying very hard to meet you, but the time of your work really not sync. sometime I free but you have to work, sometimes you free but I have to thing to do. I like to stay with you, I feel happy when I see you smile and laugh all the times.
Sometime, when I am down, I hope you can listen to me. You like to share a lot thing with me, I am trying my best to know all the thing that you share to me and remember it.
Currently I feel stress and quite down, but no one knows
I try to help mom to solve her problem, but what I get is her blame and her dark face.
trying to talk with her, she was quite and ignore me.
am I did something wrong? I trying to help also wrong?
every time get salary, I have to paid all loan and statement, and after pay all that, I left not much. That why, I not dare to date you and I not say movie with you. Cause if i go, I will have no money for the rest days of the month.
Actually, I don't what i m typing about in this post.
I just want come here to drop a post and say out something that I can't say out.
I am trying hard, I hope to get support.
Aikss. time to sleep is about 3am. and battery going die soon.
Good night world. cheer for myself.
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
公主出游的第七天
这几天我都不懂写些什么…
包括今天 :X
答应你每天都写…
却没有做到 ><
其实我每天的生活行程…
我都跟你汇报过了…
我发誓我没有kao女孩子~
打死我也不敢~ ><
其实我每天一睁开眼都会做同一件事…
那就是查看你有没有LINE我…
不过这几天早上你都没有LINE我…
几sad一下的… :P
你行程很赶嘛…
没关系啦 :D
每次你LINE我…
我都会很开心地在心里说: " YESssss.. Dear 找我了…"
等到我颈都长了…
刚刚你说最近都梦到你从台湾回来我就不要你了……
CHOIIII ><
我不会不要你的…
那只是发梦罢了…
不会是真的… >_<
其实每天晚上我都把我的抱枕抱得很紧的说… :X
因为太想你了… ><
为什么LINE那么lao ya 的…
为什么我这里听不到你声音? :(
快又八天没有听见你的声音了… T___T
我不管…
等你回来……
我要和你煲通宵电话粥~ ><
身在台湾的公主……
我很想你…… <3
包括今天 :X
答应你每天都写…
却没有做到 ><
其实我每天的生活行程…
我都跟你汇报过了…
我发誓我没有kao女孩子~
打死我也不敢~ ><
其实我每天一睁开眼都会做同一件事…
那就是查看你有没有LINE我…
不过这几天早上你都没有LINE我…
几sad一下的… :P
你行程很赶嘛…
没关系啦 :D
每次你LINE我…
我都会很开心地在心里说: " YESssss.. Dear 找我了…"
等到我颈都长了…
刚刚你说最近都梦到你从台湾回来我就不要你了……
CHOIIII ><
我不会不要你的…
那只是发梦罢了…
不会是真的… >_<
其实每天晚上我都把我的抱枕抱得很紧的说… :X
因为太想你了… ><
为什么LINE那么lao ya 的…
为什么我这里听不到你声音? :(
快又八天没有听见你的声音了… T___T
我不管…
等你回来……
我要和你煲通宵电话粥~ ><
身在台湾的公主……
我很想你…… <3
Friday, May 3, 2013
公主出游台湾的第一天
一早起床，
可能是太累的关系..
我婆婆第一次叫我时，
当我被吵醒时…
已经快要八点了～
糟糕…
亲爱的就要上飞机了~ >_<
没有赖床，
直跳下床……
冲凉出发，
以便在你上飞机前可以和你通个电话… >_<
就到车站了…
信息你说拨电给我…
接到你的电话…
我有很兴奋和不舍的说~
这么说两个身在异地总觉得额外的思念~
要上入境了…
电话挂了…
我的火车也到了…
车上我们还信息着…
哪怕只是那短短的时间…
因为不晓得要等到几时再能找到你… :(
要飞机了…
不舍得说再见…
等你找我啦~ =)
想你~ <3
我也到了学校…
很认真地上tutorial..
沙雕比赛………………
我来也~~~~!!!!! :)
tutorial上完了…
跟vincent拿下意见和概念~
然后再去看senior的Retail presentation.
一进门…
就有一位senior用很不屑的眼神看着我
想暗示着我说：“别进来！别进来！ 我很紧张~”
Hahahahaha...
我说senior啊~~
你也未免太明显了吧~
在我踏出门口…
你既然露出那满脸喜悦的脸~
嗯啦~ 嗯啦~~
我要回家了~ 你开心了吧? :DDDDD
原本打算今天要帮你去McDonald存Hello Kitty的…
不过你说你买了…
结果我去到KL Sentral 不懂要吃什么… >_<
最后我还是去了McDonald吃午餐… LOL
回到家……
休息一下…
上一上facebook……
看见Fionna 在线…
结果我还是忍不住和她说了~
*很有罪恶感的说… >_<
我知错了…
不要杀我……
经过与她的谈话和开导我…
我的确得放开心胸…
有些事应该由你来决定~
得谢谢她让我开窍…
5点多…
好困哦~
补眠补眠一下 :)
醒来六点…
赖个15分钟的床 (其实我在沙发上睡 :X )
起来准备…
等我的朋友来载我…
七点多出发…
吃晚餐~ :)
假假和朋友share line 给我们上网~
其实我是想你是否有找我… :)
吃饱了~
photo session~
我与他们不停地自拍和合照…
给力……
他们尽然和自拍一个小时多…
我的妈呀！@@
大约十点多…
我的LINE 响了……
心想~
亲爱的有wifi找我了~ :)
飞快地回你的信息~
p/s: 我承认信息我时,我有少少与他们离队了一下 :P
11点多~
回家了~
一样飞快地去冲凉…
得争取时间与你聊天~ :)
还有乖乖地去认错…
请公主开恩…
王子不敢再犯了… >_<
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| 可怜的一人早餐 :( |
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| 晚餐: 蘑菇汤 + 铁板羊扒 |
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| 卡布奇诺+杂果雪糕 |
我喝了咖啡…… :X
这星期不能喝了~
我乖乖不喝~ :)
凌晨3点钟
我还有有睡意…
我还有有睡意…
听着JJ的歌~
好想好想你说… <3
倒数7天！
我等你！=)
我等你！=)
Monday, April 8, 2013
没用的家伙!
心情很糟糕…
非常非常的糟糕~
梦里惊醒~
7点多~
睡不好~
还在为昨晚的事耿耿于怀…
内疚…
或甚至自责中…
自责自己为什么那么不争气…
总是把美好的事情都搞砸……
总是因为自己而把气氛搞到很僵…
总是因为自己一脸臭脸把身边的弄得不开心去~
内疚?
后悔?
后悔?
已经很努力地压制着那不愉快的心情了…
但为什么自己却不能争气些把压制到回家～
为什么要在美好的的结束前搞到气氛那么僵?!!
这没用的家伙，
为什么你总是改不了这缺点～
总是因为人家的一点的小事而把自己弄得心情不好…
为什么你就不能心平气和地当作什么都没听到和看到?
真的很讨厌自己的坏习惯…
上次是与妈妈和舅舅…
这次是和你…
明明就很开心的一天…
明明就想与你开开心心游玩一天…
但是又搞砸了………
虽然你不在在意昨天的事了…
但是我还是对昨天的事耿耿于怀…
很憎恨这样的自己…
心里不停地回想起昨天的…
坐别人车的人…
永远就像被牵着鼻子走的牛~
没有权利反抗和拒绝…
那句话…
听了真的心很疼很疼…
真的很想大哭…
哭得稀里哗啦地…
掩饰自己的心情的确很辛苦…
但是我却害怕又把你弄不开心…
</3
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Moody day
Morning wake up was scared by a dream.
But I was forget what of it.
The dream was make me no mood in the whole day.
Whole day not willing to talk too much,
Ever customer come and ask thing I also like simply answer it..
I can't control it..
Ever though I chatting with u,
I m trying to make myself not so down..
But I failed to make it.
I know it was make u hard feeling,
when I m chatting with u..
Just now I told u that elecoldxhot coming UPM,
and U was keep asking me "then",
I thought that I wish to bring u to meet them..
But I I failed to make myself excited to tell u that..
But if that time u said that u wanna to go,
I sure will go buy the ticket and go..
But said dun wan to go.
I promise that I will bring u to see them once in the life.
And sorry that I moody have bring u trouble..
Forgive me okay?
<3
But I was forget what of it.
The dream was make me no mood in the whole day.
Whole day not willing to talk too much,
Ever customer come and ask thing I also like simply answer it..
I can't control it..
Ever though I chatting with u,
I m trying to make myself not so down..
But I failed to make it.
I know it was make u hard feeling,
when I m chatting with u..
Just now I told u that elecoldxhot coming UPM,
and U was keep asking me "then",
I thought that I wish to bring u to meet them..
But I I failed to make myself excited to tell u that..
But if that time u said that u wanna to go,
I sure will go buy the ticket and go..
But said dun wan to go.
I promise that I will bring u to see them once in the life.
And sorry that I moody have bring u trouble..
Forgive me okay?
<3
Thursday, February 14, 2013
My Valentine
我们的第一个情人节~
不过你现在人在拉美市~
情人节朋友们都问我怎样和你过...
其实~
其实~
这一天我只想陪你出去逛逛…
38哈拉一整天…
和简单的一顿晚餐…
那已经足够了~
因为有你天天都是我与你的情人节~
<3
<3
小小声和你说…
其实我的鬼点子和情话已经有到七七八八了~ >___<
Dear Happy Valentine day! <3
Waiting u come back to my side.. <3
Love you and love you so much <3 <3 <3
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